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I don't know

Sun May 24, 2009, 4:57 PM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: Graveyard Queen - Zombie Ghost Train
who I am anymore.

I don't know why I ever did.
I have no set style, no set taste..

A lot of people consider that a good thing, call it ecclectic, but fuck it's ANNOYING.
I don't know what I want to do tomorrow.
I don't know if I want to try something earthy and spiritual or make an attempt at nihilism.
I don't believe in nihilism, actually, though.
Ironic enough as that sentence is.

I can't choose my friends,
my tastes,
my thoughts,
my actions.

It feels like control with no control.
I don't know why I do what I do,
and why I don't just do what I want.

Am I a loser or am I just lost?

Maybe there's a 'me' in some alternate reality having much better luck with who she/possible he? is.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: the edge of seventeen.
  • Interests: coffee. cigarette smoke.
  • Favourite movie: the machinist. trainspotting. slc punk.
  • Favourite genre of music: jazz. trance. punk. industrial.
  • Favourite game: Knives & Lint
  • Personal Quote: "do you think trees want to be caught when they fall?"

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*Aspartam Mar 14, 2009, 6:34:03 AM
Thank you :)

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Internally processed, nutritionally-drained biological output happens
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~HalfJill-HalfJack Feb 15, 2009, 11:11:47 PM
thanks for the fav! Im curious about how pepsi and milk will taste now!
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~A-Blacklight-Romance Feb 16, 2009, 1:51:21 PM
It kind of has the texture fo a float, just without the vanilla.
i love it.

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t u m o r a b o r t i o n b a b y
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~Disalutioned Feb 15, 2009, 5:54:13 PM
Thanks for adding sandman & death tattoo!

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SINK IT IN TATTOOS
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~Chinsei-Kibou Feb 13, 2009, 4:38:15 PM
Hey there, doll. I've just returned from the new Friday the 13th movie. I laughed. Alot.

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And as my heart drifts lazily to the brightening ceiling
I only ask you to tighten the grips on this straight-jacket feeling.
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~A-Blacklight-Romance Feb 13, 2009, 5:04:19 PM
Because it was bad or because the kids were dumbasses?

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t u m o r a b o r t i o n b a b y
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~Tindrel Feb 7, 2009, 10:39:55 PM
Thanks for the fav. Wow.. that was kind of weird that you know them :p
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~A-Blacklight-Romance Feb 7, 2009, 10:49:52 PM
Yeah. Erin wouldn't let us put Hanna in the trunk.

XD

That's a great picture though, too.
And the title is a great creature feature song.

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i love you, my little exit wound.
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~Tindrel Feb 7, 2009, 10:52:49 PM
Yeah, I'm uncreative with titles, so I was just putting up the first song I heard. Her trunk isn't very big, so I really wouldn't want anyone back there either. Thank you as well :heart:
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